Letting go of a dream, even one deferred.
Letting go of the hopes, wishes and aspirations for your presence here in my life.
Letting go of the unspent moments of tomorrows yet to be.
Releasing the idea of you on the wind, (fly and be free).
Releasing the thoughts of what I wanted so desperately to be (go, now).
Releasing the pain of the loneliness that I dreamt only you could cure (being my own cure).
Moving forward with my life (let’s roll).
Moving into the next moment with detachment (being present with the now).
Moving through my loneliness as only I can, with as much grace as I can muster (with flowers in my hair).
There is still a place for you in my heart (it is filled with love).
There is still a place for you by my side (though it is empty not).
There is still a silence when I ask for you to speak (though sometimes I believe I hear you whisper)
Yes, I know you are still there (why wouldn’t you be?)
Yes, I know that if it is meant to be, it will (there is no need to push).
Yes, I am learning to love myself in new and more expansive ways (as only I can).
Know that I am still here (why wouldn’t I be?)
Know that I still foresee your arrival at my door (maybe it’s for another lifetime).
Know that I am going to thrive, even without you here (as I hope you are also).
Letting you go means I am rolling onwards (no longer waiting).
Letting you go means I am breathing on my own (no longer holding my breath).
Letting you go means I’m expanding further into my own, on my own (as I hope you are also).
Embrace your new found freedom (as I am).
Embrace the Divinity of who you are, right now (as I do the same)
Embrace the peace that is your truth (as I learn that, too).
Knock when you are ready (I will answer).
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