letting go to hold

it can be a challenge sometimes to let go of what we want. having the faith that if something is meant to be that it will, can be so hard for me.

just last week, i was prone lying to release the very thing i desired. had to walk through a tempest that set me on fire.

in releasing the clinging need for validation, acceptance and commitment, i was able to free myself of self-imposed limits.

over the weekend the firewalker and i had more discussions; he began to see that the things that were blocking me before were no more or at least nearly non-existent.

together we are moving forward, i am up for the ride, which also means much patience; a skill that would behove me to further hone.

so in releasing my attachments to how things should be, i was then able to free my hands for what could potentially be my answer to a tall order.

it feels right and at the same time my body remains grounded; not taken to flight or fright. an unusual response for me, there feels no need for rushing.

being ok with allowing what will be to just be, on this, the first day of the fire monkey!

Namaste

__/|\__ Metta

2016.02.08