to my etheric Lover: the seduction (mature only)

This is the first of a 2 part series that I penned in October 2015 and was too afraid to publish. Both of these are written to my Lover, a man I have sensed through the Ethers. Any references to others is unintentional as I added no-thing, only taking away a handful of words that were contradictory. Though I so wanted to edit more, I left it pure.

I would have denied my submissive nature then…

Part I: The Seduction (2015.10.15)

Within the spell of your words, I fall in love with you again and again (and again). Your words reveal to me a man whose passion could nearly crush me under its weight, taking me to my very edge, pushing me to expand further by sprouting more branches to carry the weight, without breaking nor feeling burdened.  I long for this expansion throughout all levels of my being. In return, I open myself to reveal my inner sanctuary to you, exposing my softness, the fullness of my femininity in the faith that you will find solace there and desecrate it not.

Your words move me to find my own. In hearing you speak your truth, I give myself further permission to speak my own. The truth you speak wraps ‘round me like a warm blanket in the chilly night air. You seduce me with your naked truth, pulling me like a magnet into your being. Through your words, I can feel what you feel, taste what you taste and experience life as a man. I feel you. I see you. And at some levels, I am you.

When I look upon you, I see a man who is tender and caring, offering himself up in sacrifice, in the hopes of being spared; as being sacred and thus adored by a woman who has eyes to see him for all that he is. By being vulnerable, you reveal your true inner strength. 

You are a man who can conduct himself without the need for rules, edicts and contracts.  A man who can discern when to push forward, stay still or turn away. Respecting me and my intuition when my actions may seem to work in opposition to yours. Knowing, deep down, that if we are meant to be together that we will, and that part of loving and living together also means gifting one another the space to breathe and live apart some, too.

The seduction continues as we share with one another our understandings and teachings of Universal Truths. You speak to me in a language that few can understand, much less live. In our play together, we show each other new ways of being, of living, of loving. We expose our emotional bellies, becoming increasingly vulnerable in our quest for peeling away the untruths so that we can remember our oneness with and love for all beings.

It is at this moment where I realize I no longer need yearn for the presence of a man at my side who is fierce, yet tender, a Warrior at peace in his own masculinity, as you are him. A man who is King in his own right, who is not intimidated by my tender, yet fierce, Warrior Goddess femininity. A man who both supports me, and allows me to support him. 

Together we reach heights, and sometimes lows, that would remain untraveled if left to our own devices. We climb peaks, lending one another a hand when the craggy rocks try to stop our progress. In contrast we trudge through the thickest muck, that threatens to suck us in, stealing our very breath. It is here that we continue supporting each other by sifting through the mud to separate the truths from the untruths, to rediscover the pieces of our souls that we had at one time left behind. In traveling in the the space between these extremes, we find comfort and peace in each other’s presence and even apart; comfort in knowing we are fully supported even when we feel our most vulnerable. We both know that there exists no lotus without the mud, no rainbows without the rain. Emotionally, and mentally, we create a support system; a means to softly land, or remain afloat, wherever we may go.

To be continued…..



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Published by Tiffany

Writing out my thoughts has helped me to gain a new perspective of myself. In sharing these writings, it is my hope to help others to better understand themselves. It is my belief that with each of us who chooses this path of greater understanding of thy self, that it inspires others to do the same. This building momentum is the force that drives me to share, for in my vulnerability, I find my strength. I believe that you can also find yours there. ~~~In reading some of my posts, you will see that growth is not always pretty. It is in breaking apart and coming undone that a seed sprouts and breaks free of its own captivity. It is also out of mud that the lotus blossoms. ~~~Please join me in seeing the beauty of growth within the deconstruction of our limiting beliefs. ~~T.C.

26 thoughts on “to my etheric Lover: the seduction (mature only)

  1. There is so much misunderstanding about submission, when really I believe it to be love incarnate. Since we do not know each other well, I’d like to ask your permission to reblog this to my readers.

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  2. Wow Tiffany! This was so powerful! The intricate layers of meaning were incredible. When you wrote this you were putting your intent and desires out in the universe and every day since then you have been growing and shaping into the woman who can give and receive that gift with someone. I don’t believe in coincidences. You’re becoming, and receiving, what you projected. Beautifully done.

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  3. You write a lot of amazing post, Tiffany. This one…this one is fantastic! I usually like to pick out a thought or line and comment on it. I can’t with this one. Every single line resonates deep within me and reveals you. Special work here, beautiful <3:-*

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  4. This is an excellent piece of work as always. I’ve consistently felt that it is best to know the ideal of who I am looking for so that when She shows up I would recognize Her. The mistakes made along the way only came up due to Fear and Doubt — that She does not exist. Thus I often settled for less and sometimes much much less. Never feeling that completeness has brought me back around to understand that I must have Faith that She exists. So now I wait.

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    1. Oh, Stephen, I can so relate to this feeling of settling! Yes, I have a post re waiting. Faith is knowing something exists when it is unseen. Like the sun is still there even when the sky is overcast, or that light does exist when we are in our darkest moments.

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