Please check out the artist behind the drawing with the link, below. This image captures the pain that was growing before I saw her drawing…powerful timing!
Sliding down
Like dew off of a leaf
Collecting
Pooling
Condensing.
The tears she weeps.
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The pain within grows,
Feeling it to her toes,
Gripping her head,
Ripping her heart.
Seeping,
Tearing,
Festering,
Falling apart.
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Amorphous
Darkness
Some rising
More falling
Inverse soaring
Resisting
Time lapsing
Dry sobbing
Memories crashing
Begging
Pleading
Exhausting
Finally
Surrendering
Releasing
Sadness ceasing.
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Rains clearing
Tabla rosa
All cleansed
Return to bliss
Vessel filled
Love
Acceptance
Joy.
Soaring again,
Minimal fears
No more tears,
For now
My friend,
For now.
Life begins
Anew.
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Quick update (2016.02.21): this was penned yesterday and the sun is back shining today both literally and figuratively, basking in the Rays. Unseasonably warm here in Virginia, such a contrast in temp and mood for me from just last week. Thank you for reading my journey!
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Artwork: “Life Pain” by Donna Shell
“I am a 29 year old average Australian Psychology student who has ADD, depression, anxiety and Binge Eating Disorder. I am no artist, but I can dream. I have found an outlet in creating – be it by computer, words, or images. This image is a visualization of the intense emotional pain that is currently […]
http://wemustbebroken.com/2016/02/17/artwork-life-pain-by-donna-shell/
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Namaste
__/|\__ Metta
2016.02.20
unfiltered from the heart 
Dark but beautiful. Both the image and the words. I’m so glad you are back to feeling the warning of the Suns rays. Let the flow spread within feeling it’s warmth from limb to limb. ☀️🌼
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Thank you, my dear friend! It’s nice to know you are here to support me on this journey, both in light and darkness. ❤️ Tiffany
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I am simply finding myself on the same light and dark paths it’s nice to have found a friend on the ways
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Yes, it is nice to have company! I’m grateful for our connections and friendship!
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Beauty can be found in the darkest of places.
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yes, the moon is most beautiful at night. =) the crescent moon is actually my favorite. though i do so love the full one, too! lovely to hear from you Moon Goddess!
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Oh my. How many nights have I sat under her watchful gaze? I’ve wandered across meadows with just the wind for company. I swear that she is responsible for so many happens. Her power cannot be underestimated. Moon Goddess…how beautiful. ❤️
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https://wordpress.com/read/post/feed/40784541/935524823
i just read this. you’ll appreciate it, i know it!
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Thank you, Tiffany. Everything makes sense now. I must breathe and relax before sleep. ❤️
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i know, right? it always gives me comfort when i read something like this and have that: “oh, this is why i have felt so fucked up (more than normal)!” =)
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Powerful words, deep, dark yet also full of hope. Wishing you love.
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Thank you, Miriam! I appreciate it all.
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Enjoyed this. Especially the concept of beginning anew.
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Yes, we can always choose to begin anew. It’s how far down the rabbit hole do we need to fall before we allow ourselves to climb back up…that’s the question. Much love to you, Adam, as you embark on your new journey!
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