As I start to live more and more in my power, I can set why I have feared this.
Where I am going can be filled with great loneliness.
Rising up from the Abyss has given me great clarity.
For the man who can hold my hand, walking next to me will need a great Will and vast strength.
A Warrior in his own right.
In looking at my reflection in the still, living waters,
I see behind me a man who like me has endured great suffering.
Much like the hero in Unbreakable, he has survived what would have killed a mere mortal.
Yet unlike Unbreakable, water might be a terrible weakness if I am to be your only mistress.
I am a King’s daughter, a Lady of the Water.
My water runs deeply, supporting and yet sometimes runs too fiercely.
If you cannot swim in dark emotions,
then this place by my side may not be yours for the taking,
For often I stand where the waves are breaking.
It seems the seas I ride are either calm or tsunami level.
Serene and crystal blue I can bring to you. This is always my goal.
Yet to get to the Caribbean, sometimes we must pass through the Sargasso Sea, the doldrums of the Horse Latitudes where excess weight is jettisoned.
Watch closely in the Bernuda Triangle, it can swallow ships whole.
When I tac, I don’t change direction lightly.
Wear a life vest, gain your sea legs.
This vessel goes to great depths,
You might want to practice holding your breath.
sometimes I dive with little to no warning.
to trust the deep waters can be a difficult thing in learning.
While I can be life sustaining,
heed warnings that I can also suffocating and flooding as I learn to modulate my new found energy.
For me, this can be overwhelming,
as I never know where the waters will take me.
Though mostly earth energy,
so many of my aspects are mutable,
changeable and ruled by Mercury.
Quicksilver a metal that is liquid at room temp.
Communicative, and quick-witted so I won’t put up with too much of your shit without dishing it back, on a silver platter of course.
Heavy and dense this is where I live.
Metal, yet a liquid, it moves with free will.
So I ask you, do you think you could handle all this?
If you do, I can promise sweet bliss,
just know it won’t always be as easy as this.
For mine is the path less traveled, unmapped, sometimes seemingly unnavigable.
Be the ship’s pilot whose faith is beyond the compass,
outside of your intuition the North Star is the best source for seeking direction.
For I have a strong feeling that most of the travel may not be in the light,
instead we may often find ourselves traveling under the cover of night.
If this description fits you, I’ll love it when you call refer to me as “Milady”
__/|\__ Ananda & Metta