back together again

TiffanyAugust 17, 2016August 16, 2016poetry & prose, The Heartinspiration, love

shattered, feeling broken again.

another hope broken, no need for rope

to pull the shards back together again.

the rabbit heart fears its truth

and believes in false gods that ignore

the sounds of crying babes;

believing they need to learn to be okay

without divine intervention or attention.

seeds of shame and doubt planted

early take root and sprout repeatedly.

validation sought in barrels of men;

unavailable again & again. unworthy

beliefs grow like weeds in the garden

only reinforced by waiting for tank

men to see the beauty that is within.

she now sees the very thing she seeks

is fodder for the ever growing weeds.

pulling weeds in the full moonlight,

throwing down new seeds under the

cover of a new moon’s night,

she casts a different vision of how

to make her garden grow.

chaos precedes organization…

once the old is shattered,

new life can be born.

here’s to another shoot rising!

08.16.2016

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Published by Tiffany

Writing out my thoughts has helped me to gain a new perspective of myself. In sharing these writings, it is my hope to help others to better understand themselves. It is my belief that with each of us who chooses this path of greater understanding of thy self, that it inspires others to do the same. This building momentum is the force that drives me to share, for in my vulnerability, I find my strength. I believe that you can also find yours there. ~~~In reading some of my posts, you will see that growth is not always pretty. It is in breaking apart and coming undone that a seed sprouts and breaks free of its own captivity. It is also out of mud that the lotus blossoms. ~~~Please join me in seeing the beauty of growth within the deconstruction of our limiting beliefs. ~~T.C. View more posts

9 thoughts on “back together again”

Tiffany, these words are so beautiful, yet so painful when understood! 😂 I was asking myself yesterday, if I realize that I bought a lie why do I keep making the damn payments? My heart breaks for you. Weed and feed. Hugs sweet Sister xoxo ❤️ Barn

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tiffanybeingfree says:

August 17, 2016 at 8:42 am

We heal a little more with each weed we identify and pull. If we’re use to the weeds, sometimes we allow them to take hold for longer than we would if they were just suddenly planted 😉
Thank you for the hugs 🙂
All part of the process of healing: seeing, breaking and (brace yourself) resurrecting. ❤️🙏🏽☀️

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1. Barney says:
  
  August 17, 2016 at 9:40 am
  
  Yes, resurrecting! Hey, question on a practical point. I’m kinda lost on how to process the anger I feel bubbling up, I mean loneliness heartache, grief, the emotional alchemy there seemed easy by comparison (painful for sure!), I’m kinda lost on how to experience the anger and let it flow through and out without losing it and destroying something. The thought is kinda scary. Is it the same or do you address it through meditation? Guess I should take this offline. Have another Hug!😆💕 Barn
  
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2. tiffanybeingfree says:
  
  August 17, 2016 at 11:24 am
  
  Breathe through the feelings. Know they are not you and that you don’t have to act on them
  
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3. tiffanybeingfree says:
  
  August 17, 2016 at 11:25 am
  
  ❤️
  
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4. Barney says:
  
  August 17, 2016 at 1:44 pm
  
  Thank you ❤️
  
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