Gonna rise up turning mistakes into gold. Gonna rise up and find my direction magnetically… Rise by Eddie Vedder It’s no wonder I must descend into the murky depths for my soul to heal. When I feel, I feel with each and every fiber of my being; down to the core. My passion, when IContinue reading “The Song of the Sea”
Category Archives: The Abyss
Lady of the Water: Keys to Address
As I start to live more and more in my power, I can set why I have feared this. Where I am going can be filled with great loneliness. Rising up from the Abyss has given me great clarity. For the man who can hold my hand, walking next to me will need a greatContinue reading “Lady of the Water: Keys to Address”
Mission: A Singing Heart
Today, my mission is to do things that make my heart sing. When I am happy, it is contagious. When I do things that make my heart sing, I can help others to do the same. Paying it forward, today. Won’t you please join me? Let’s make this world a better fucking place! another treasureContinue reading “Mission: A Singing Heart”
Treasures from the Abyss
Last night at this hour, I was near the bottom of my murky descent. It seems that I had a lot to clear while the weather was so turbulent. Diving deeply, breathing labored. Eyes swollen, crying ugly. As I slept, I gained some ascent. By morning, still some sadness overhanging. Deep in meditation, I receivedContinue reading “Treasures from the Abyss”
blowing the ballasts: a return to buoyancy
metal vessel creeks, moans water seeps along interior walls, under benthic depths pressure builds, descending further, abysmic lightless no sight. ~~ releasing my breath in bubbles, nothing left to give, apathy sets in. ballasts filled with cold heavy water, the descent continues. ~~ like a wet blanket words and fires asphyxiated. hard to hear musesContinue reading “blowing the ballasts: a return to buoyancy”
the abysmal descent
the dive began over a week ago. moments of bliss intermix, Lucid dreams, sweet bliss Now seem just a memory. Diving headlong, how far Down the rabbit hole Before I forget how to find my way back home? ~~ The pressure of the Benthic zone presses On bones and ears. The pain, not quite excruciatingContinue reading “the abysmal descent”
Sliding down
Please check out the artist behind the drawing with the link, below. This image captures the pain that was growing before I saw her drawing…powerful timing! Sliding down Like dew off of a leaf Collecting Pooling Condensing. The tears she weeps. ~~ The pain within grows, Feeling it to her toes, Gripping her head, RippingContinue reading “Sliding down”