the liminal spaces
can be a place of retreat
to recoup
until one remains too long
& it becomes a place of
imprisonment

stuck

the hours bled into days
the days into weeks
creeping, cutting creating
a heaving, heavy countenance where
the weeks swirled like leaves into eddies
pulling them back into pools of infinity

red

the bricks of baked clay
laid carefully
meant to lead the way
had become instead a keep
thoughts were permitted to leave
yet the circumstances were stuck
only to begin again the next week

repeat

the grooves within the ruts
well worn
my mind traced them each
forlorn
as if to follow their path
i’d find my way back
to the light
& fresh air

breathe

he said through the tube to me
5-5-5-2
5 seconds to inhale
5 to hold the breath in
5 to exhale
2 to pause before beginning again
cleansing the neurology

rinsing

repeatedly repeating
the unwinding
dismantling
the ruts & groves
with each iteration of the 5-5-5-2

a box-like breath

the ultimate keys to my escape

the combination lock

unstuck

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2 responses to “2.1 stuck repeating the repeat”

  1. The things we go over dear lady, and over, and over. But then one day it clicks…and we are free. Glad to have you back, I hope the time was full of clicks 🤣❤️🙏

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    1. Thank you, Mark! The road felt longer than it was 💜🤣

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